Not the dream you have during the night, but a dream you have for your LIFE.
It seems that my "3-krát a dosť" (three times are more than enough:) was the right motto for myself, among others I setup at that time.. So when I found the fourth feather today and was announced what I only laughed about and yet wished, it is like a DREAM COMING TRUE.
And as I am still waiting for a very specific sign for myself to HAVE IT ALL WILDER I EVEN WISHED FOR, I KNOW ONE THING. YOU HAVE TO TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH.
I came back to books. For a second or an hour. For I needed it. Some of the books more than the others. Tough week behind me, most of the days in the ´le velo´ style starting around 6.a.m. with a big mug of coffee and three hours of intensive French lessons following during which I was trying not to think about croissants I desperately needed :). I met some of the friends, said Hello to the new ones and at work I learned to overcome myself in a way I did not expect. The creative one. Some things do come back as a result of perseverance and hard work, suffering and laughing, being in despair or dreaming.. Just switch the PERSPECTIVE and sit on that magic bicycle.. Sometimes it is needed when we are at the unknown places.
Whatever it is in here for you, you have to believe in it.
Believe in a BIGGER picture than one can paint or draw.
This is a picture of me, supposed to be describing my life and the destiny I have always been surrounded by. It was painted by an artist who knew me well, from my early childhood till I was an adult and kept smiling that sometimes the role of a warrior is more than apparent in everyone´s story. I am killing a snake who is trying to poison me, from the inside and outside. I manage to win and all the bad things go back to the roots of our planet, to the soil and ground. Inspite the fact that around me there are thorns and dark places, I always find a way out and LIGHT comes instead of darkness.
Sometimes other people know us better than we know ourselves and keep us alive when we need it. Or vice versa.
When was the last time you told a close one you love him, care and honor him/her?
There are times when everyone should be remindered of how family is important. Those of you who are part of my bigger family all know how often I am the one that is "lost in the world" and then I have to "find myself again and again" and come back admitting I was lost.
Hospital times are tough but filled with LOVE as nowhere else.
All members of my family could tell you stories about how we lived half a year near the hospital only to give my mother the best possible care and the biggest *LOVE* we were capable of at the time before she passed away. All that only for creating something that would SURPASS THIS WORLD OF OURS that is so short, so beautifully vane in each moment.
The similar story was happening the whole year after when we were taking care of our grandmother who was mourning so hardly that at the end she could not overcome the grief. Despite all that I still think we had our most precious family times in hospitals. We all knew our priority is to be at the hospital together with the one in need during visitors hours and thus we were drinking hot chocolate and coffee, while eating the best cheesecakes and muffins, chatting about our lives and all that we were dealing with at the moment. Only after these times we learned that we should honor presence of each other more.
Despite the hospital times are tough, you have to make the most of it.
What I understand from these events happening again and again is that when certain occurences in life are repeating, there is nothing else we can do but to accept them as natural cycles of the nature.
How many snails can you meet during one walk in the woods? Many.. And one snake that you are the most afraid of, too, only because you stupidly asked for some sign.. Snails are funny. They move so slowly. However it seems they know where they are going. Even this thick shelter of theirs. They have a place to hide when someone is touching their tender body. Like we have our homes when the heart can have a rest. Home is where your heart is. Nothing more, nothing less. Synergy and pieces of the puzzle synchronized.
Did you know that Carl Jung had the analogy for snails? The shell is the conscious thought process and the soft part is the unconscious one.. And they all follow into each other during our dreams.
It might be that sleeping and dreaming are important part of our lives.
It is an interesting occurence when you meet people from various backgrounds and different circles you suddenly begin to realise how things are different for each culture, each reference group but other things stay the same, only the practice of doing things in a smooth way changes with the education, manners or seniority. I was doing the same mistakes again and again when I was younger and definitely I will do many mistakes in the following years, too. However, when you understand and you learn from the good Leaders it is "an honor to serve" and to be taught, your ear wants to listen because it is a gift to be treated with special care. WISDOM.
So when it happens that you see somebody who with his post and social status acts inappropriately I can not help but only wonder whether I should not help him somehow to wake up and change, otherwise I will be the one who will overcome him not because I am better but because sometimes I can be quiet when it needs to be, I let people talk before I start talking and I have the intuition that might supposedly be the unconscious mixture of my own experience that is helping me through.
There are many tactics in life but please be sure you have the RIGHT ONE, so that you are not lost in the translation, somewhere out there, in the COSMOSS..
DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE THAT INSPIRES YOU GREATLY?